so life sucks, depression hits and life as we know it seems to change while we are just getting accustom to the new changes that happen last week yet things will be okay. no matter who bad my day gets i keep getting told eventually things will even out and life will be back to a normal flow. after a while of being told this by so many people, i guess you start to believe it too which makes it that much more important for change to happen so when you think about it do we just need a believe to help us through the horrible things that we go through day in and day out or do we need a hand to pull us out of the dull moments that life seems to shuttle our way? grr i lost my train of though darn you neil cabuto from fox news anyhow do we just need an idea when we are done to bring up the point that we need to be at or what. an idea won't feed you or give you shelter but it will provide you with something much more powerful that can't be bought or can't be taken away. it provides you with a belief, a belief that will carry you through thick and thin through the good and the bad and the worse and the best. a belief is all i need right or does that sound like religion to me. oh man i lost my way yet again.